A/N: This is based on an actual event that happened in my life, although it was not my brother, it was my cousin and he was my best friend. All details of injury and how it happened are true, including descriptions of his behavior. I will advise when things change in that respect.
Unfortunately, I did not have a Dr. Northman to save me. ;o) Thanks to MissyDee for giving me the idea to get my demons out. This will eventually be E/S and rated M. Title is a line from the Jewel song “Adrian”. I used to play it over and over and hold his hand. I am not sure how long this will be, depends on when the demons decide to leave me alone.